An Experince to Share

Well as I put in my previous post I found out that I was pregnant with my son Adrian in April of 2005. I was about 10 wks when they did the first ultrasound and I saw a tiny peanut with little legs kicking and his tiny heart fluttering, I cried. We got pictures of "the baby" that day and showed them to everyone!! I had my other appointments at the Naval Hospital where the Tricare OB is and everytime I saw a different DR. Once i swear I even had an Asian DR like the nightmare DR in Knocked Up. LOL. Well along comes July 20th 2005 My next ultrasound, where we were to find out if we were having a boy or girl, it was my grandma Linkers birthday (she died when my mom was 6 months pregnant with me) so if it was a girl I was going to name her Grace Elizabeth (which is still my #1 name if I have a girl) BUT to my dismay (only at the moment) they said its a BOY! I cried and my mom left the room Glen (Adrians dad) was so excited and his mom, who was there as well, was also excited. Well we left and the whole rest of that day I repeated when asked what it was "Stupid little penis" but after that I was actually pretty happy to have a boy on the way. I wrote down every little thing that happened in a scrapbook for him which I constantly update, with pictures of everything from something with him to our family having babies.
Well his due date was December 5th 2005 (Aleacia Hitchcocks birthday!) but he decided that was too long at 2:45am dec 1st my water broke, and then they let me sit for 27 hours before telling me that I was going to have to have a C Section. Couple of reasons, i was pushing with all my might and nothing was happening. He was sunny side up and my pelvic bone did not open up enough for him to get through. :( well he was born at 5: 17 am December 2nd (my Auntie Claire's birthday, R.I.P.) she was so excited her and my dad had a bet going his birthday is the 9th and wanted him to wait until then. Well thats that.
AFTER I could not hold him with the c section pain coming through the meds, I WANTED to breastfeed him and when i asked what to do the nurses said roll on your side, HELLO I just had a csection i couldn't move!! I asked will someone come help me roll over she said NO figure it out yourself..so my poor baby got formula :( I was so upset.....and it just got worse from there....